by: JV
Another year, another valentine, another solo time. That actually summarizes what happened on my valentines day. it was a meh moment, just like any other normal day. I ate, took a bath, go to school, do whatever in school and go home straight. one thing that was different and annoyed me the most that day is that, my friends got to celebrate it with their "jowas" and yes you can definitely call me bitter for putting "" in there cause i am. If you'll ask me why, the reason is, i'm actually used to celebrating it with my friends but then they all decided to ditched me for their dates so whatever.
even though it was just a normal day for me, still my imagination worked like magic to not make me bored than i already was. just like any other valentines, where, if i am not with my friends, what if questions will flood my mind. questions like "what if he also likes me", "what if i had the courage to confessed before" , "what if i did not do this/that" ... etc. same old questions of regrettable past decisions.
To actually tell you a little story, i was inlove with this guy before that i did everything to make him notice me, even to the point where i actually make him embarrassed with my practical jokes that made him hate me so so much to the point where up until now he's still not accepting my friend request. i know right, i messed up and i regret it so much because i really liked him and it all happened before i realized that he is my first love because if i had known it earlier, i would not do those things. sucks to be me, really.
Since this is my valentine note, and to all reading this, i have a simple love advice. Do not hesitate for love, if you really like that person, confess! go for it! don't ever think of what will happen next because even though that person will reject you in the end at least you know to yourself that you tried and you wouldn't regret anything in the future. just like ehem me.
even though it was just a normal day for me, still my imagination worked like magic to not make me bored than i already was. just like any other valentines, where, if i am not with my friends, what if questions will flood my mind. questions like "what if he also likes me", "what if i had the courage to confessed before" , "what if i did not do this/that" ... etc. same old questions of regrettable past decisions.
To actually tell you a little story, i was inlove with this guy before that i did everything to make him notice me, even to the point where i actually make him embarrassed with my practical jokes that made him hate me so so much to the point where up until now he's still not accepting my friend request. i know right, i messed up and i regret it so much because i really liked him and it all happened before i realized that he is my first love because if i had known it earlier, i would not do those things. sucks to be me, really.
Since this is my valentine note, and to all reading this, i have a simple love advice. Do not hesitate for love, if you really like that person, confess! go for it! don't ever think of what will happen next because even though that person will reject you in the end at least you know to yourself that you tried and you wouldn't regret anything in the future. just like ehem me.
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