by: Genesis Montoya
As we get older, we face a larger life and it takes courage, faith, and passion to get through whatever lies ahead of us.
Lately, I did notice that we've been doing a lot of crammings. From schoolworks upto ourselves. Because we are a step closer to graduate, the pure pressure and excitement is really felt by each of us.
I remember when the first semester is just getting started, I always tend to panic. I get easily stressed and cry over little things that I think I couldn't handle that leads me to more disappointments. All the "buts" and "what ifs" invades me already. I lack of motivation and self-trust. I often complain that results to so much work undone.
As I go along the way, I tried fixing my messed up mindset. I did a list of my goals and for my future self. I lessen all the negativities that frustrates me because I know it won't help. During school hours, I take note of all the requirements I need to submit one at a time. When I get home, I sit and rest my mind for 5 to 10 minutes and sometimes, I take a nap. It's the easiest way to take care of myself and to not let distress invite me, beacuse I really aim for something not just for myself but also for those who believe. I got to be a consistent honor student from the final term last sem upto the midterms this semester and still hope to make it until the final term. But it is not just about proving myself behind these good grades, but is also learning to improve and be able to move in life as it gets bigger and bigger each passing day.
I noticed and felt a really good change from how I should look at it. And that is because I believe that each of us is auspicious and brave.
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